this is driving me crazy. just SHUT UP. no, i don’t have a date. no, i don’t want to be set up. i am convinced i shouldn’t bother going.

“you’re so gorgeous, i don’t know why you don’t have a date.” well, i don’t either… soooooo…

this whole thing is just getting frustrating, and awkward. it’s making me feel worse about myself, i have never been this down about things.